Will Smith

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Will Smith has a perspective of his career, home, and family sliding past him while stumbling on the psychoactive drink ayahuasca – this is prior to the infamous Oscars slap. 

The actor disclosed his experience in an episode of David Letterman’s My Next Guest Needs No Introduction on Netflix, recorded prior to the slapping incident with Chris Rock in March. 

Smith says that during the release of I Am Legend in 2007, he started to discern a “subtle sickness” involving addiction or pursuit of material success. Therefore, he decided to take time off from work and didn’t speak for two weeks. 

As per a statement from Smith, the experience taught him “to live with the reality that any moment, anything can be gone in one second.” 

Nonetheless, the Oscar-awardee remained seeking inward, saying to Letterman he made 14 “journeys” on ayahuasca in Peru in a two-year duration. Smith described it as “the individual most hellish psychological experience” of his life.

“I started seeing all of my money flying away, and my house is flying away, and my career is going away, and I’m trying to grab for my money, and my career and my whole life is getting destroyed. This is my fear, and I’m in there, but I’m wanting to vomit,” he recounted. 

“I hear a voice saying, ‘This is what the f— it is, this is what the f— life is.’ And I’m going, ‘Oh, s—, and I hear Willow screaming, ‘Daddy, help me, daddy, how come you won’t help me?’ And I’m like, ‘I don’t see you, baby.’” 

Smith further stated, “I stopped caring about my house, I stopped caring about my career, and I get to the point where I settled down, and the voice is still at 100 percent; I still hear Willow screaming, my money is still flying away, but I’m … totally calm, even though there’s hell going on in my mind.” 

Through the encounter, the actor stated, “I realized that anything that happens in my life, I can handle it. I can handle any person I lose, I can handle anything that goes wrong in my life, I can handle anything in my marriage, I can handle anything that this life has to offer. That’s part of the psychological training that happens in ayahuasca.” 

The most important point for Smith was that “99 percent of the s— you worry about never happens. Ninety-nine percent of your pain and your misery is all self-generated; it’s not real.” 

“I developed a trust and a love for me that I never had. I trust me to be okay, no matter what happens,” he added. Smith’s episode of My Next Guest Needs No Introduction is currently available on Netflix.


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